nothing to update on
life is at its worst now
so why even bother sharing right>
riiight.
thank god i have great friends to hold me up when i'm falling down

bonnie jamie..all of them..thats all i can thank anyone for right now..and my family as well..

its...
love.


costume party...whats up then??
this weekend with him..was my absolute best..
dont know why...
but he hasnt been off my mind since this weekend..its the weirdest yet most awesome feeling
ok i'm done blabbing 
peeace <3

so valentines day..

was DOPE cuz my fucken boyfriend is fucken DOPE!

and yea so heres how it went down right...saturday was our day for the boys and that went well..then ok valentines day came around and like i've never had a boyfriend or a real boy valentine n shiiiiii and anyways i was like ok nik..dont expect to much cuz its never happened before but its patrick so something crazy maaaybe..

but anyways..so i wake up at like 6:45 weirdest ever..and i was like naaa to early and went back to sleep my mom wakes me up at 7 and she was like "theres a surprise for you" i was like..mom if patricks here...tell him to go home..i have no makeup on haha annyways no...he painted a huge sign and put it in my drive way and it said "i love you nikole" with a heart that said "p + n" it was cute..and then he left a box for me with an invitation to his casa for dinner and some other lovelyful stuff..and then..i'm on my way to school all out of it...and my moms driving down my hill..theres signs alllll the way down the hill that spell "i love you nikole, p + n, xoxo" and i went to get four cuz i thought ok theres like 4 or 5 NEGATIVE try 25..lol anyways yea and i went to his house at 6 he cooked me "pizza" and we ate it was cute candles and everything and then we watched saw 2...all in all it was really fun and like yea...i love him way way wayyy to much..hes my boo for liiife =] anyways hope you all had a good valentines day

i'm off to bed now

peeace

<3

( i bet you wanna know...WHY? )

tonight was great.

whittier vs. santa fe. whittier won.. 47-45 yea boiii

<333 night

whats up dawg! i'm all og'ed today...me and patrick won..prince and princess and now we get to go to the king of hearts game next week and i wear my crown and he wears his sash haha i was wayy surprised cuz melissa and all but yea i was just surprised about me..and yea he wrestled today and he soo won but that reff was stupid so he didnt win but he won..haha ok i'm done for today..i get to run hadley tomorrow w0op w0op

peeace <3

win or lose i love patrick..his match was good and fuuuuuudge..he cracked that guy...he got a bloody nose i was all like whoa! i'm never wrestling with him again..bloody noses are siiiick anyways went to his house after and ate..then his mom dropped me off we talked and i ate lol and now i'm off to bed

<33

so how lame was i like.. 3 years ago?

preeeeety lame..

annyways nick called me tonight...missed his call i was eating lol as usual..i cant pass up my banana covered with chocolate and rasberry thingy ma-bobbers..there gooood

annyways yea..not much to say...i'm talking to my big dawg right now (zeke) damn he makes me laugh and hes sooo making fun of me right now but its all good lol

and yea..i guess thats all for now min. day tomorrow..pats wrestling match @ whittier and weekend on friday..3 day weekend...yessss!

who wants to jump someone whos all over patrick..cuz i do! ha

shes been around its ok...aint nothing but a chicken wang

annnyways i spent the weekend with him in el mirage it was fun stuff and his get suit for his motorbike thingy majigger = hott..with two t's fa sho

my weekend was great..i'm outtie now

<33

last night was fun..we watched say it isnt so

that movies fun

whats the law about fu*king your sister "DONT" haha

and yeaa...

i wanted a picture with cute little jacob but oh well next time

nice way to start off the new year

<3

the thugs fa sho fa sho lol

booyeah i look like drunk! but i wasnt cuz i wasnt lol

nathans sooo cute lol

peeace happy new years <33